Thursday 11/20/08
QT
done

So today at school i was sitting in the auditorium and minding my own buisness
when one of my friends throws an EMPTY dentnye ice gum packet on my lap, i see that it is empty
and i throw it on the floor
What i DIDNT see was the teacher sitting right behind me -.-
she yelled at me to pick it up, and i knew i made the mistake and and i apologized right away and picked it up.
Later that same day...
walking in the hallway, when i run into a tiny sixth grader who is invisible in the sea of students, knock down his books.
i apologize and begin to pick his books up when the little boy says
oh no its ok, it was my fault,
i acknowledged that and handed him the one binder that i held
when i started to leave a nearby teacher began to yell at me
HEY YOU! HOW DARE YOU KNOCK OVER HIS BOOKS AND NOT HELP HIM?!
i thought. eh she wasnt there she couldnt have heard what he said, so i bent down and helped him again.
even LATER that day...
by now teachers were getting on my nerves, im being blamed for talking in class, which i possibly cant because i dont know anyone in my new school. while the other kids are in PLAIN SIGHT doing things there not supposed to. One kid was eating a bag of chips when there was a sign in my teachers classroom that said NO EATING!
i leaned over and said...dude you chew like a cow, stop chewing so loud
and BAM ....DAVID WHY ARE YOU TALKING IN MY CLASS!
first reaction
uuuhhhhhh
second reaction
i wasnt talking

now my teacher thinks i am a disruption....
NOW im angry, i walk out of that class
and i rush out of the class and turn the first corner
without looking foward i accidnetly crash into a tiny tiny teacher. maybe about 4 feet.
i begin to apologize quickly while i thoguth i was having the WORST DAY EVER!
im sor./
HEY WATCH WHERE YOU GOING
im sorr./
WHY ARE YOU RUNNING EVERYWHERE!
i was ju/NO LOOK WHERE YOUR GOING AND THINGS LIKE THIS WONT HAPPEN
WELL? ARN'T YOU GOING TO APOLOGIZE?
.......*blood boiling, anger reaching peak*
ANSWER ME YOUNG MAN
bam....vesivus woulda been scared by me
IM TRYING TO APOLOGIZE BUT YOU WONT LET ME
EVERY SINGLE TIME I TRIED YOU CUT ME OFF
MAYBE IF YOU TOOK THE TIME TO THINK THAT IT WASNT MY FAULT?
THAT I WAS TRULLY AND SINCERLY SORRY?
THAT IM NOT A BAD KID WHO DOSNT LOOK WHERE HES GOING AND DISREPSECTS EVERY AUTHORITVE FIGURE OUT THERE? NO!
IT WAS YOUR FAULT,
WHY ARE YOU RUNNING HUH?
DONT I HAVE AS MUCH RIGHT AS YOU?
WHAT MAKES YOU MORE IMPORTANT THAN ME?!
MAYBE IF YOU WERENT SO SHORT I WOULNDT HAVE RUN INTO YOU
*storms off*
im pretty shure that the insulting wasnt neccesary but i was angry!
as soon as i reached my next class(which i was late for by the way)
i sat down, and started thinking about God...but i didnt know why
i couldnt connect this to anything
i started thinking
my parents brought me up well,no VERY WELL
but i just exploded
who am i trying to convince?
And i kept thinking about that all day
so can someone help me out? thanks =]


(i went to the teachers class afterschool and left a note on her desk telling her i apologized =D)

QTS DONE